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life house good enough

2008-02-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

Lifehouse-Good Enough

It seems the more we talk
The less I have to say
Let's put our differences aside
I wanted to make you proud
But I just got In your way
I found a place that I can hide

Now everything Is changing
But I still feel the same
Are we running out of time

What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be

I tried to find myself
Looking Inside your eyes
You were all that I wanted to be
There must be something else
Behind all the lies
That you wanted me to believe

Now everyone Is saying
That I should find a way
To leave It all behind

What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be

What do I have to do
To try and make you see
Trying to be like you
Isn't good enough for me

And I won't let you go
And I won't let you down
I won't give you up
Don't you give up on me now

What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be

What do I have to do
To try and make you see
Trying to be like you
Isn't good enough for me

sometimes trying to live up to people's expectations of you is really hard...expecially if its really high...sighs...

What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be

hiatus

2008-01-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

Chris is going on a dating hiatus till after O's

all the besat luck with ur crush after O's

new year

2008-01-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

Reflection

As i started the new year..it hasn't dawned on me yet i mean rather it hasnt sunk it yet that i'm sec 4 and that my O's are in 10 monthsa time..sighs...something that reminded me that i was sec 4 was during yestd air rifle trining at HometeamNS at bukit batok...when i met the juniors for breifing and they called me senior and when the instructor asked who was incharged i put up my hand cause chairman wasn't there and i was the vice chair..sigh..i wish i was still sec 3...life would still be so blissful...but today at fuel i'm glad the my new buzz group was a joy to be around with...

During service at alter call..i really knelt down and put all thoese things in 2007 behind and left it at the foot of the cross..but now..i'm thinking of what a joy it is to be attched like last time always having someone around you and someone to have and hold...oh well..but i promissed myself and god that i'm gonna stay single for the rest of this year...sighs...

oh wells...on another note...school has barely started for a week i'm already up to my knees in homework...i wonder how are things gonna be for me in the next 10 months...the big question is

Will i crash or will i soar?

sighs....CCA day is gonna be on this monday to wed from 1430 to 1730...and guess what? yours truely is gonna be incharged cause chairman is busy again...i'm gonna be really busy with all the post i hold in school but i hope God will make time and avail me to serve him and put His kingdom and His people first...yeahhs...

oh wells...i'm just going to end off with a song...

God of Wonders-Glassbyrd

Lord of all creation Of water, earth and sky
The heavens are Your tabernacle
Glory to the Lord on high

God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth

Early in the morning I will celebrate the light
And as I stumble in the darkness
I will call Your name by night

God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy

Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah!
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah!
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah!
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me
Father, hold me, hold me
Father, hold me, hold me
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy

killing me dj

2007-12-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

Killing me DJ with another sad song
Killing me with another sad love song
I'm ten feet under now
Singing whoah whoah yeah yeah...

2007-12-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

you are

2007-12-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

You Are -Ron Kenoly

You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean, more than this world to me
I wouldnt trade you for silver or gold
I wouldnt trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything

I wouldnt take one step without you I could never go on.
I couldnt breathe on breath without you.
I dont have the strength
To make it on my own

Until the world stops turning
Until the stars fade, from the sky
Until the sun stops striving
I need you in my life and heres the reason why...

You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean, more than this world to me
I wouldnt trade you for silver or gold
I wouldnt trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything

to god

2007-12-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

I have lost the feeling the flame has long gone

But Lord I know that You'll take me back

Whenever I come running to you

I have lost my First Love Along the rocky road of life

Because of the trials and hardships with it

But Father, I know that You'll always love me no matter what..

Will you take me back oh Lord now that I'm giving myself up to You?

To live a life again that is molded in Your image

For I know You will never let me down

Please dear Lord Take me back into Your loving arms

And let my life shine like Jesus once more

Make me an instrument.. A blessing to those You love and cherish.

and you have won my heart now i can trade these ashes for beauty.

yh

2007-12-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

i cant believe last night i went crazy and chatted with yh till 3-4 plus....omg...the last time i had a nice chat with someone was like super long ago...probably about last yr...it was super nicee talking to someone who just listened on endlessly....yupp...thanks for listening...you rawk okayys =)

Since someone is complaning i haven't been updating i shall update...amazingly daddy hasn't passed me the photos from the japan trip..sighhs..i took a couple nice shots...i promise i'll upload as soon as i get it...the scenery in kyoto and hokkaido is super nice....

had church today...it was okayy in church yupp...and i realised the camp theme song sounds super nice live...yupp..youth camp is gonna be in 2 days...oh wells... are you ready to x[PL]ode?

well..that's all i gotta say and i shall end off with a song that i stole off a someone's blog...

Janice-Never Let You Go

The rain just never seems to bring
The joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains.
My heart can’t seem to learn to part
The hold you left you mark.
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.

The way you left me on the train.
I don’t know what to say.
I remember everything of that day
I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset our one last romance

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.

to a certain someone....

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.

why can't let go of the past and you?i keep thinking about you every night....sighs....maybe its my fault...i shouldent have gotten so emotionally attched to you...I'm scared...

avril

2007-11-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

its a damn cold night trying to figure out this life.....

This stanza of a song is just stuck in my head...yeahhs...

When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
(and walk away)

holding on to you is like holding on to a bomb..its ticking and i'm desprately trying to diffuse it..i can drop the bomb and run for shelter and give up but no...i still really love you and love demands sacrifice....i really want the old you back..which is just trying to diffuse a bomb which my go off any moment and kill me...yeahs....its just hurts alot..maybe it doesnt make any sense but yeahhs...istill really love you and i want the old you back

the bottom line is that yeahhs...no matter how long it takes...i'm gonna wait ....

scheduler

2007-11-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

sighs..this week is the only free week i have left before i go on holiday to japan on the 25th...yupp..that means all the winter clothes and everything must be sorted out by this week if not i'm screwed cause next week is gonna be hectic...

schedule for next week

Monday 19 nov- chinese tuition
tuesday 20 nov- student leaders convention meeting in school
wednesday 21 nov-free day i hope
thursday 22 nov- MC Ex-Co S4 farewell dinner...
friday 23 november- going out with liss in the afternoon at night thanks giving dinner at mertius mandrin

tattoo

2007-11-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

this song had been stucked in my head..got it from someone's blog..i think the words behind the lyrics are even though she loves him, bigger things in life are forcing her to leave him, but she still wants him to know she will never be able to forget or replace him and what he did for her. he has made an amazing impact in her life and has filled her heart with a spot that can never be removed , replaced, or forgotten.

super touching song yeahs...

Tattoo by Jordan Sparks

Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh..
No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
My head in the fire,sooner or later
I get what i'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed.
The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do,
you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
Just like a tatto, I'll always have you.

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking ties.
When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do,
you're on my heart just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do,
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.

(Repeat chorus)

update

2007-10-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

its already like the 3rd day of the holidays and i'm sianned already...my SA2 results were kinda okays my parents were okay with it that means i'm good i think. went out with daddy for grocery shopping in the morning and then bought back chicken rice home for lunch.

rented a couple movies from videoEZ which kepted me entertained throughout the afternoon.cooked baked fish for dinner..glad the family enjoyed it.yeahs..i'm feeling kinda emo now..i'm worried about yann..i hope she'll be okay and everything will turn out just find for her yeahs...its kinda unfair on how bad things can be for a sec 2 gal in 6 months..but then again as the saying goes time can change a person and their suroundings..

another that happened is that evelyn is going back to the UK this sat..omg..she has only been back for a week and now she's going back for another year..gonna miss that girl =(

on the lighter side of life i'm going to japan for the family holiday..7 days of pure paradise and also i'll get my own single sharing room which is double good..yeap.

now i've got this song stuck in my head =)

Vertical Horizon- You're a God

I've got to be honest
I think you know
I'm covered in lies and that's okay
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Never again, no
No never again

[Chorus]
'Cause you're a God
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know

You're a God
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]
You're a God
and I am not
and I just thought
that you would know

You're a God
and I am not
and I just thought
I'd let you go

I've got to be honest
I think you know
I'm covered in lies and that's okay
There's somewhere beyond this I know
I hope I can find the words to say

Never again no
No never again

You're a God
and I am not
and I just thought
That you would know

You're a God
and I am not
and I just thought

I'd let you go
I'd let you go...

imissyouandineedyou...

2007-10-29T17:27:00.001+08:00

Beyond the Veil

Verse
Let the melody of my heart
Be to You, a song of worship
Let the adoration of my heart
Be to You, a symphony

Prechorus
Lord my soul can't live without
Your presence near to me
You're the light of my heart
Draw me close to You

Chorus
Take me now way beyond the veil
Where I can see You
Where I can see You Jesus,

Hold me now within Your arms of love
I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

that's when i love you

2007-10-06T15:41:00.000+08:00

just felt like posting this lyrics

Aslyn-That's When I Love You

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
that's when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
that's when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway

cause here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cause that's when I love you
when nothing you do could change my mind
the more I learn, the more
I love, the more my heart can't get enough
that's when I love you when
I love you no matter what

so when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
that's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look that you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
'cause that's when I love you
when nothing you do could change my mind
the more I learn the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what

that's when I love you
when nothing baby nothing you do could change my mind
the more I learn the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what

yann

2007-10-06T11:25:00.001+08:00

yeahs..maybe some day yann okays?
dont feel guilty yupp =)
its not ur fault..
maybe someday when you find back urself
cause i wanna see your real smile again like last time

thanks for chatting with me last night...

2007-10-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Neil Gaiman

2007-09-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

heyys..havent blogged for long time yeahs...

Monday

went to the library with rio to meed trish, flo and jw lol..sat there so study bio and after that at the lib saw andrea lols..first daoed her afther that went to say hi to her..then went over to parkway with rio to have lunch/ dinner and went up to dermalogica after that =)

Tuesday

sighs...today was rather lathargic... =( had only 6 hours of sleep the previous night so was basically slacking in class..gonna have maths tuition tommrrow..sighs..tmr is gonna be a long day oh wells...shall sleep early tonight...

to know ur name

2007-09-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

The song to know your name by Hillsong is stuck in my head...

you sent your only son to take my place knowing he would be crucified just so that i could know Your name..
you came to love the people so underserving...

saviour king

2007-09-06T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hillsong- Saviour King -To Know Your Name

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems,
Forgiven I´m alive, restored set free.
Your Majesty resides inside of me,
Forever I believe, forever I believe.

Arrested by your truth and righteousness,
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness.
Convicted by your spirit, led by your word,
Your love will never fail, your love will never fail.

[Chorus]
Cause I know you gave the world
Your only son for us
To know your name
To live within the saviours love and
He took my place
Knowing He´d be crucified
And You loved, You loved
A people undeserving!

cause you came and loved me unconditionally even thought i was underserving...
all my days belong to you...
cause He came knowing he will be crucified
but He stayed and loved His people underserving and unconditionally

2007-09-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

Day 1 of the holidays

spent the morning at home and after that went to get hair cut =)

Day 2 (today)

had lunch with couzzie at some randon jap restaurant in raffles place and then went out to watch ratatoullie (sp?) with a certain special someone =)

tommrrow is gonna be a day filled with lots of remedials and tuition...have remedial staring from 9 am in the morning lasting till about 2..after that will have maths tuition from 3 to 6...sigh...oh wells..g2g nows..

cya

Jesus your the reason

2007-09-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

went for service today...the ministry song for communion was Hillsongs-Here In My Life.almost cried during this song....now listening to it almost feel like tearing...i just wanna thank God for carrying me through the whole year even though i was so far from Him...i think its time to turn back..back to the heart of worship and the heart of serving...

Hillsong-Here In My Life

[Verse]
I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word
Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep
He stood there drowning in a pit of sin...
Fallen...
he cried...
Lord give me faith to carry on cause i can't do this on my own anymore.

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way
Just then a pair of arms wrapped around him..
and gave him a new hope of life cause you loved me so...
and without you I'm nothing...

[Chorus]
You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?
jesus your are the reason i live...and without you i'm nothing..
and i'm not gonna play you anymore...i need you here in my life...

[Verse 2]
You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life
Lord just lead me back...

And I remember how
You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was
Your beloved for me
Still you made a way

saviour king

2007-08-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

Verse 1
And now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised
Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is ? and I'm more blessed

Pre-chorus
Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your
Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

Chorus
We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin
I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Verse 2
Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

Ending
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

you came and loved the people so underserving...thank you Lord...

sold out...

2007-04-16T16:10:00.000+08:00

i can't believe you were the one who sold me out to the adult leaders...i mean you were like my best friend who i confided in and told me my 14 points was good enough...yeah right..thanks for everything....but because of you i just dissapointed my uncle again..what is ur problem..why did you have to go and do that....sigh...

the leaders talked to me like dn't know what....they said that god will raise up better leaders than me and they dont need this type of leadears like me and they wouldent care if i left.....fine...if they wanna be like that..then i'm leaving...especially THAT leader... the tone tone he took at me ...what as if he's really big like that can scream and shout at me...how would you like if i took that tone on you?...nt happy right?....

sigh...its like...yeah...things are just like that...they keep saying as if their concerned abt me...well they could use a better tone cant that...they sounded as if they were condeming me and said they were not...oh the hypocrisy...

i think i've cause enough troubles for the leaders that USED to care about me...i think its better if i just left..

am i strong enough?

2007-02-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

''Could I still believe?
Am I strong enough?
What now
What ifs?
Painfully taking hold of me''

[[can i still believe in myself?
will i still be strong?
with all those uncertainties and what if's in life?]]

Should I trust to hope?
In worlds falling apart
Or will it forsake all I am
All I know...

[[Should i still learn to trust in this broken world?...or will my trust in mankind be betrayed again?]]

''No one knows I’m dying to see
What more is left of me
All those times that I cried
No one else was there for me''

[[whats left of me? after all the storms hit and the waves crashed on this eroded sea shore...]]

Who knows me?
Do you know me?
No one knows me…
Inside out…

[[does anyone really know me insideout? does anyone out there really know me insideout?]]

2007-02-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

Ignyte Ministry-What If

Could I still believe?
Am I strong enough?
What now
What ifs?
Painfully taking hold of me

Should I trust to hope?
In worlds falling apart
Or will it forsake all I am
All I know

No one knows I’m dying to see
What more is left of me
All those times that I cried
No one else was there for me

Who knows me?
Do you know me?
No one knows me…
Inside out…

keep holding on

2007-02-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne- Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

[Chorus]
Keep holdin' on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (repeat)
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holdin' on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah....

Keep holdin' on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

who am i?

2007-02-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

Casting Crowns- Who am i

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

so the question for today is...Who am i?

2007-01-06T14:35:00.000+08:00

crap....i'm the vice-chair of 3E'07

subject comm

EL
CL
EMaths
Amaths
Chem
Bio
Phy
Geog/SS

2006-12-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

i lost two besties...who are the people left that are gonna stay with me?...tell me..i wanna know...

could you forgive and learn to forget?

lostandsoconfused...

lyrics

2006-12-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

this song goes out to my two most special people to me and i hope u still arnt pissed with me and still read my blog... well yeah...i'm sorry i screwed things up so badly..can we still be best friends..

A Teens-Fire Fly

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

[Chorus]
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that you're lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
A minor in a major kind of way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that you're lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

[ Repeat Chorus 2x ]

2006-12-24T08:26:00.001+08:00

why are you doing this to me..the person i love the most wholeheartedly....if you thought i filrted with ur class mates...can you even think why i didnt ask them for their phone number?...if you wanna caryy on ignoring my phone calls its fine with me..just treat me like an enemy...we friends you can even forget..cause right now i'm angry with you...i dont even know why you like must do this to me..cant we just talk?..

2006-12-24T08:26:00.000+08:00

2006-11-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

so much more for my happy ending...

It's nice to know that you were there
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending

chris...
i love you..to you i still hold on...

hurting badly...thanks carolyn for always being there...it really means alot and thanks for knocking sense into me whenever i felt like cutting myself..

2006-11-21T10:23:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry i just cant let go..call me stubborn or what..i just cant let go....alll the fun times we had together...i tried to forget but i just came to realised forgetting you would just mean losing a part of myself cause you really made who i am today...and i thank you for it...everynight i would always come with a wish that you will just call me and we'd talked like they day you came back from chong qing ...but it will just die..am i holding to a hope that no longer exists?...i dont think so...you ask me why i still care for you alot...i can only tell you one thing..i love you and that is all..and i'm asking you to just believe me....call me?....its up to you....

me

2006-11-06T09:51:00.000+08:00

read your email...

chris

ying hui 9

2006-11-03T08:05:00.000+08:00

i knw you fustrated and all and i ain't making you feel better or anything...but yeah..if we could just talk out ur fustrations on the phone like we used to do..i dont mind listening to you vent out ur fustrations yeah? as long as you feel better after that..some how i kinda feel like your pushing me away..but yeah..thanks for making time to talk to me last night and all...really appreciate it..yeah..i wish we could talk again cause ur always the one who made me feel better..i wish we could go to the UNIfive concert tonight cause i really wanna see you before you go..but its all my wishful thinking yeah?...sigh..how i wish i knew what was happenening so i can understand better cause right now i dont understand why you dont wanna talk to me...yeah...just really wish you could tell me so that i can know and understand better...dont keep everything to yourself yeah? friends are there to help you through it all...

ying hui 8

2006-10-23T05:49:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry i didn't answer your calls last night okay? was out at 12....what has been going on to you..i'm like so clueless and and all...can we make a time like when you can call me? lets say 1030 at night or maybe in the morning when you are in school? i dont know..i just want you to know that i'll be okay and right now my priority is just you and i really want you to take care... loves...
in my mind i'm still wondering what happened...its all too sudden...the night before we're talking nicely and now ur parents just like that i really worry for your sake okay? i really miss you more than anything now...cause other that you i have no one else to turn to..i'm not angry that you cannot meet yesterday okay? i'm sorry i made you worry last night..take care and loves alot...i just miss talking with you on the phone and how you always make me feel better...love you always and i'm not afraid to say it here...take care my darling angel...will take care of myself too...dont worry about me..just solve your problems first...

iloveyoualways

ying hui 8

2006-10-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

hey...understand why you cannot go out today? yeah...seng chuan told me everything...you okay? take care yeah...will understand if you cant call tonight..take care again..loves always

2006-10-18T06:22:00.000+08:00

hey..thanks alot for letting me call last night and listening out for me...i know you understand why i wantd to run but just wanted to keep me safe as there might be bd people out or drunk drivers at 12 plus in the morning..i understand your concern and thank you or it but you wanna know why i still wanted to run? its cause running at night tires me out so when i get home at night i dont have time to keep thinking about stuff and do something that will prove me 100% dumb..remeber like you said..i'm only 50% dumb but if i do it i'm 100% dumb..so last night i really wanted to tire myself before i sleep so i wont think that much..i know you understand..thanks for showing your caringness last night..realy appreciate it..but last night when you ask me to sleep yeah? i listened but when i tried to fall asleep coundent then started tossing and turning on the bed and almost did something stupid..thank God i didn't okay? yeah..just wanted to say thanks for chatting with me last night and caring for me...i really wish we could chat everyday at night cause you always cheered me up in so many ways...thanks...

now i'm off to school...all the best for your history paper! i know you can do it!

ying hui 5

2006-10-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

your still not ready to talk to me yet...but at least you bothered to unblock me and listen to what i said..thanks...i really appreciate it..not going running cause i sprained my ankle just not...so really just waiting for you to call and make my dreams come true..sigh..tommrrow is gonna be depression and more depression..getting back papers tommrrow..i know i didnt do well...sigh....i still read your blog everyday without fail and also sometimes you posts really makes me cry..whats worst now is that i have no one to turn to...sigh...still with the glimmer of hope that you arnt to afraid to call...thanks for listening just now...
this song still keeps running on my mind...

Brian Littrell-you keep giving

You keep giving me happiness
You keep giving me Hope
You keep giving me everything I wish
You keep holding me up
When I'm about to fall
And even if all of that was not enough
You keep giving me love

I know that I'm not always easy
And I know I put you through some trying days
But inspite of all the worries that I gave you
Know you never let my angels get away

so is this video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLy_1XHNMEU

i know it like i'mpossible for you to call but i'm still waiting cause i'm still serious about you...believing in the impossible...

running

2006-10-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

going out running from 530 till 1130 at night..so call my handphone yeah?

ying hui 4

2006-10-17T14:23:00.000+08:00

i cant denay i haven't gotten over you yet..i still love you the same as before...every night before i sleep i always hoped that you would call and take me out from my misery and make me feel better...unlike you i dont have such caring friends and seniors...would always wait till 2 plus for you to call cause i know you still care and can make me feel better...but everynight the phone did not ring so i cry myself to sleep with all the troubles...day in day out i did that from when we since stopped talking...i'm not eating anymore no appitite...i really hope we can chat again but you said it was impossible..so every night i waited for the impossible..will tonight be different or will it be the same....sigh...gonna go for my piano class now...looking at my piano always reminds me of you..cause you always inspired me to carrying on like when you said the examiner did not know how to appreciate my music when i failed my exam...still waiting on you..still waiting for the impossible no matter what..i still love you and you know that..trust me once again..i know its hard but yeah...loves always...

ying hui 3

2006-10-15T16:01:00.000+08:00

i know you can't pretend nothing happened..i'm not asking you to..i know how bad you feel okay? but sometime can you spare a thought for me?i know i hurt you deep and you probably can't forgive me but i'm just asking you to try..please..just listen to the lyrics below..then i think you know how i feel about you and why i can't let go..

Brian Littrell - You Keep Giving Me

So many reasons to be thankful
So many blessings that I can't repay
And I never would've made it here without you
Sending Angels to guide me on my way

CHORUS
You keep giving me joy
You keep giving me happiness
You keep giving me Hope
You keep giving me everything I wish
You keep holding me up
When I’m about to fall
And even if all of that was not enough
You keep giving me love

I know that I'm not always easy
And I know I put you through some trying days
But inspite of all the worries that I gave you
Know you never let my angels get away

CHORUS
You keep giving me joy [yeah]
You keep giving me happiness
You keep giving me Hope
You keep giving me everything I wish
You keep holding me up
When I’m about to fall
And even if all of that was not enough
You keep giving me love
[keep giving me love]

BRIDGE
Have I told you lately (have I told you?)
How your love has saved me?
It takes me to a place I only dreamed of (I've only dreamed of)
I’m so thankful for my sweet angel

CHORUS
You keep giving me joy [yeah]
You keep giving me happiness
You keep giving me Hope [hope]
You keep giving me everything I wish
You keep holding me up
When I’m about to fall
And even if all of that was not enough...
Like an angel guiding me from up above...
You keep giving me love[keep giving me love]

thanks for being so sacrificial and always being there for me..thanks because you just keep on giving to me and never gave up...and most important you thought me to love and you keep giving me love..just love so unconditional...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGv4cr9QP2c

ying hui 2

2006-10-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

you think i can get over you?

even if nothing went in to you i'm still glad that you listened okay?your not slefish at all i know why you dont wanna get hurt anymore...ur not being selfish your just protecting youself okay?i understand...u know i'm not lying cause i am ready so broken already..you know i'm not lying...and you know i dont wanna loose you too..i dont care you you dont care about my feelings at least you were there to listen to me when no one else would and i thank you for it...

i know you have every reason to believe i am lying to you but for this once i'm not..i know after soo much hurt i cause you it seems not worth it..but i'm telling you it is and i'm just so lost without you..thanks for bothering to read this post..thanks for caring really appreciate it..wont call you anymore if thats what you want...i still keep your letter and rely it for encouragement..and your smses too...i know you cried alot and i cant treat it like nothing happened okay?but i'm asking you to trust me this once and i am sure i'll make it worth it..thanks for bothering to care and to read..

Brian Littrell-Welcome Home you

when i left home to be who i am
some people said "no way"
but i laid it all down, gave everything
in my head rang the words that you said

you're never far
i will be where you are
and when you come to me
i will open my arms

welcome home, you
i know you by name
how do you do?
i shine because of you today
so come and sit down
tell me how you are
i know son, it's good just to see your face.

when i look at you holding my heart
i will give to you all that i have
son i know there'll be times
you will feel all alone
i will share with you the words my father said

you're never far
i will be where you are
and when you come to me
you can bet i will open my arms

welcome home, you
i know you by name
how do you do?
i shine because of you today
so come and sit down
tell me how you are
i know son, it's good just to see your face

said i've been waiting for that day
just to feel your warm embrace
your love has shown
i will never be alone
you will welcome me home

i'll forever be
you will say to me
welcome home, you
i know you by name
how do you do?
i shine because of you today
so come and sit down
tell me how you are
i know son, it's good just to see your face

when i left home to be who i am
some people said "no way"

thanks for believing in me when the whole world said i cannot make it ..you really mean it alot to me thanks for always being there for me and never stop caring for me...

Ying hui

2006-10-15T07:49:00.000+08:00

once bitten thrice shy izzit?....thanks listening tonight okay? i know you always were always listening and thanks for caring for me..i really woulden't have made it this far without you....you know that week was rough for me thanks for understanding me..i'm really sorry i really didnt do the same for you...i know that even my week was still like that i shouldent still have vented out on you make you feel that way...i'm sorry...

that point i was selfish all i cared was myself okay?...i should gave you time to explain youself but i didnt and continued venting on....I;m sorry....you know yourself that without you i can't carry on without you..but i know youre afraid to patch up because of getting hurt again...i'm telling you take another chance and believe me again...you know what i said i really didnt mean it right? it was just in the spur of the moment...sorry for making you feel worst and all when i should have made you feel better...

i guess like you said its all too late...i know its hard but i'm asking you to take a chance and believe me in me like last time...i know its hard but yeah..just believe in me once this more...cause no one ever believed in me and saw the potential in me the wy you did...you really picked me up and made me a better person..i'm sorry i'm not understanding enough for you but you were always there for me even in the wierd hours of the night..thanks..i appreciate it always...just gimme this chance to prove myself one again...i know you still care,love for me thanks for never giving up...

2006-09-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by carolyn to do this..sigh...

1. Single, taken or crushing?
- crushing.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
- yeah..kinda...

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her fast?
- yeah..maybe cause she's the right person?

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- shattered into a million pieces yeah....

5. Do you there believe are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
- No,never...

6. Would you take back someone if he/she cheats you?
- Yeah..if i really love her and she has darn good explaination for it...

7. Have you talk about marriage with another before?
- Nope..

8. Do you want children?
- Yeah...in the future.

9. How many?
- 2.

10.Would you consider adoption?
- Honestly i don't know.

11. If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
- Slip me a note with your name ?

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
- yeah..when your together with her it feels like heaven but the break ups hurt like hell...

13. Honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
- Not telling.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Nope..cause the basis of love is trust and trust can't be built in 1 sec..

15. Are you romantic?
- how bout a candle light dinner on the sea side under the stars and a walk on the sea side after that?

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
- Love is a powerful emotion.

17. If you could married somewhere, where would it be?
- The great barrier reef it has been my dream to dive there.

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
- Yeah...dont want other cold war eh?

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
- Yeapp...

20. Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
- yes..all the time..lolz...

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
- yea... felt really guilty though...

22. If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you deeply in love with, what would you do?
- Give in to my friend.

23. Are you missing someone right now?
- yess...

Quiz

2006-09-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ramdom questionnare found on friendster.

Have you..
[x] Held hands(not telling who!)
[x] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important
[x] Cried your eyes out(yeah...really sad stuff...)
[ ] Danced
total: 4

[x] Rejected someone
[x] Been rejected (yeah...felt really depressed after that)
[x] Wanted to kill someone (mostly a teacher)
[x] Got called a ......../..........
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x]Hurt someone
total: 6

[x] Got involved in sports (rugby,soccer and badminton?)
[x] Got called a dork
[x] Fell out of love
[x] Went to a funeral (who hasn't)
[ ] Knew someone who has commited suicide
total:4

[x] Grades dropped since you were 10
[x] Wrote a love poem
[x] Went through a phase
[x] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying
total: 5

[x] Drank
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Found the one
[x] Thought you found the one
[ ] Cheated on your bf/gf
total: 4

[x] Found out your bf/gf cheated
[x] Was lied to
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world
[x] Felt like dying
total:4

Now times by 4 this is how much of a teenager you are

Grand total:27
so i'm 108% of a teenager?..right...

update!

2006-09-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys i know i have not been updating a alot.. so i shall make this post as long as i can...things have been really busy with the Trinitarian Bazarr and the Section outing....plus there was alot of personal things and problems that hit me really hard....Thank God I had friends there to destress off to...yeah..u know who your are and thanks alot for answering my calls in all the wierd times of the night.lets start the updates with

Saturday
went to service at 1 had to do the programming for the intelligent lighting console..was very nervous as it was my first time programming cause usually Justin would programme and i would serve but this time i was to program.so it was really stressful but i wanna thank Eugene for helping me..Thank You Bro! Yeahh...after that had severe gastric during service and Fuel and at serene...it really hurt alot! At Serene Center was eating half way when Grace tang came over and started talking about ice kachang,whipped cream, cherries and strawberries.Was so disgusted that i could not finish my Twister fries and gave half to them to Dylan.yeah..after that went to cold storage with Kevin to buy marshmellows! wanted to get hersheys chocolate syrup with it but it was too ex.Was joking with Kevin Gunawan about his surname.A plane with the american president on board is call Air Force One right? so a plane with with the Indonesian president on board is call Guna-One! lolz..after that Dad came and fetch me home.

Sunday
Woke up early in the morning to get a lift from my mom to church...woke up at 7.went to church attended walking in the word service at 830 with mom...yeahh after that went to help at the trinitarian bazaar till 130.yeah..reached home at 240.

yeah..and posting this post made me realised i am just 2 months away to my finals and that school is starting tommrrow...so here comes the stress of homework and living up to the teachers expectations of me..i really dont wanna let Ms Sharma down...yeah..of to study..shall end this rather long blogging session (well for me as least) with a quiz...

quizz

2006-08-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

pending someone's irrtation for me to update my blog i shall *points to hannah*

10 FAVORITES
1) Favorite Color: Orange on black
2) Favorite Food: CHOCOLATE!
3) Favorite Band: MCR,Fallout Boy
4) Favorite Song right now: Flower In The Rain
5) Favorite Movie: Over The Hedge
6) Favorite Sport: Running, Rugby
7) Favorite Season: Singapore only got 1 season...sunny time!
8) Favorite Day Of the Week: Saturday!
9) Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Ben and Jerry's Cookie dough and teh tarik,apple pie and cookies and creak from island creamery....
10) Favorite Time of Day: Talking to people on the phone...

5 CURRENTS
1) Current Mood: Tired.
2) Current Taste: Chocolaty?
3) Current Clothes: Shirt and Board shorts...
4) Current Desktop: Alienware!
5) Current Toenail Color: like how do normal nails look.

3 FIRSTS
1) First Best Friend: Sean!
2) First Kiss: Not telling.
3) First Screen Name: Roo Boy

7 LASTS
1) Last Cigarette: NONE!
2) Last Drink: mango juice.
3) Last Car Ride: 10 mins ago....
4) Last Kiss: still not telling....
5) Last Movie Seen: Fast and Furious :Tokyo Drift

6 HAVE YOU EVERS
1) Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: yeah.
2) Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes
3) Have You Ever Been Arrested: Nope
4) Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope...
5) Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah CNA and channel 5 for MOE excel fest..
6) Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope

5 THINGS
1) 1 Thing You're Wearing: Board Shorts.
2) 1 Thing You've Done Today: 3 chinese compos and 2 english compres...
3) 1 Thing Your Listening To Right Now: Simple plan.
4) 1 Thing You Can't Live Without: GOD!
5) 1 Thing You Do When You're Bored: Sleep!

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
- School
- Piano teachers house...
- Home
- Canteen!

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
- Ying Hui
- Sister Kim
- Brother Zhi Chao

i love you came too late

2006-06-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

The bluest of blue
Thats what her eyes are
Thats what I am today
And if I had it all to do
All over again
I wouldn't of waited to say

[Chorus1]
I can't live without you
I don't want nobody else
Baby listen very closely
I Love you

[Chorus2]
I couldn't lie
She couldn't wait
I love you came too late
I'd give my life for yesterday
I love you came too late

I should of seen the signs
Paid more attention
But I pushed her love away
So if she finds someone to give her
What she neededS
omebody else not afraid to say

[Chorus1]

[Chorus2]

I can't live without you
Don't want nobody else
My heart is in my head
I took a good look at myself
If I had another chance
I'd shout it out to you
The words I Love you

Chorus2 (till it fades out)

survey

2006-06-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

Name: Chris
Nicknames: Roo Boy,SniperXpert,Chris
Name spelled backwards: sirhC
Name without vowels: Chrs
Name without consonants: I
Birthday: 28/02/92
Ethnicity: Peranakan
Glasses or contacts: glasses: Glasses
Hair color: Black
Hair length: Short Hair
Style: Spikey
Pets: None

*Favourite*
Animal: Kangaroos
Band: Fallout Boy,The Click Five, Planetshakers, Yellowcard
Brand name for clothes: Ocean Pacific, Atticus, Surfers Paradise, QuikSilver, Billabong
Brand name for shoes: Reebok, Asics
Candy: Wonka Bars
Cereal: Corn Flaks
Colour: Black, Blue, Orange
Cookie: Chocolate Chips
Day: Saturday!
Disney character: Stitch from Lilo and Stitch
Drink: Milo
Fast food place: Subway
Food: Mushroom Soup
Holiday: Korea
Ice cream flavor: Ben & Jerry's Cookie Dough
Month: November cause of holidays!
Number: 7
Perfume: Boys dont use purfume but Deo spray mine is Adidas Ice Dive
Pie flavor: Minced Chicken
Pizza topping: Hawaiian!
Radio station: 98.7
Restaurant: Min Jiang Sze Chuan Restaurent @ Goodwood Park Hotel
Subject in school: Chemistry
Type of music: Rock and Piano music
Type of sandwich: Subway toasted smoked beef with letuce and tomatoes!

*Of all your friends...*
The best advisor: Sean, Sister Kimberly
The best hair: Chetwin
The best handwriting: Hannah Tan
The dirtiest mind: No one!
The funniest: Benedict
The loudest: Justin Loo
The most good looking: Lenice
The most trusting: Sean
The nicest eyes: i really dont know
The shortest: Keith
The smartest: Johnathan
The tallest: Kinnon

*HAVE-YOU-EVERs*
Asked out a crush: Yes
Been on stage: Yes, collect award?
Been scared to get a shot: Nope cause I know where i'll go after that...
Cheated on a test: Nope
Cried during a movie: Yes,Chronicles of Narnia
Felt like you didn't belong: Nope
Fought a black belt: Yes he almost broke my arm...
Gone to camp: Many many times,most rememberable was the OBS camp...
Kept a New Year's resolution: Nope
Kept a secret from everyone: Yess.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: Nope...tht's lame
Stolen anything: Nope
Told a gal you liked her: Yes, once it took alot of courage!
Won a trophy: Yes, Interhouse hockey 3rd place and Australian National Chemisty Quiz Plaque of Distinction.
Written a love poem: Yes...

*The Last...*
CD listened to: Cross by city harvest
Movie watched: MI:3
Person that's called you: Ying Hui
Person who saw you cry: No one
Person you went to the mall with: Cell Group
Song listened to: Come Holy Spirit and Jesus Take the Wheel
Thing you ate: Cookies
Thing you drank: Milo

*Yes or no*
Growing up scares me more than it should: Nope
I adore getting mail: Depends on who.
How do you eat an Oreo: Put it in your mouth
How early do you wake up on school days: 5:45
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: Yes
If you could describe yourself in three words: Misunderstood Friendly Kangaroo
Is your computer in your room: Yes even with liquid cooling system
Is your room messy: Yeah...
What are some of your favorite pig out foods: Subs
What color are your bedroom walls: White
What do you do when you're bored: Call friends.
What makes you happy: People talking to me.
What makes you sad: the loss of a really good friend.
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: Go to church!
Worst feeling in the world: Embrassment.

Sun Ho- Come Holy Spirit

2006-06-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Sun Ho- Come Holy Spirit

[Verse]
Come Holy Spirit
Fall on me now
I need Your anointing
Come in Your power
I love You Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday
I grow to love You more

[Chorus]
I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew

Nothing compare to this place
Where I can see You face to face
I worship You
In spirit and in truth

2006-06-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

''well look at you ,you seem to be happy with all your other friends'' well all i gotta say that looks can be deciving... and i would sacrifice happiness for hurt if it means getting back an old friend cause u really meant alot to me...

pictures-kevin kern concert...

2006-05-18T19:59:00.000+08:00

the stage was set for Kevin Kern to perform @ the esplanade

after the show,autograph signing booth...i was 3rd in row...

me and Kevin Kern!

the conert was excelent that they had a 30 min encore which he played rasa sayang eh in a cheeky ,candid tune...i really loved his concerts...

westlife where we belong

2006-05-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

can't blog very much...now my computer keeps restarting as like its posessed...now the exams are way far over and and their post exams activites..on another note..my hockey team won 3rd place out of 15 teams in the inter-house hockey... nothing better do now.. shall post lyrics...

ahh..mozilla doesnt allow me to copy and paste lyrics...shall provide the link here....

Westlife-Where We Belong

this song is really stucked in my head....

./SniperXpert-tgs][Roo Boy][i really wish we could mend our friendship..but is it too late?][

on another note..the kevin kern concert was great....i really love his playing and got his autograph and a picture with him...

hmm..i think this is quite crappy....

2006-05-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

lame how perfect are you quiz...

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[ ] You have a bf/ gf/ fiancee/ husband/wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You get good grades.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.[does a jaccuzzi count?]
[x] You live in a house.
T O T A L: 7

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a wk.
[x]There is a computer/ laptop in your room.[loook at previous post! XD]
[ ] You have never been beaten up.[does getting jacked count?]
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.[Simple plan,Avril and soon to be kevin kern!(i love his piano playing)]
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 8

[x] You have over 100 friends on friendster.
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look foward to go to school.[especially chem lesson with Mr. Wong]
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.[tracker,football]
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily.[Duh!]

T O T A L: 10

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[x] You've never had a cavity.[yupp..dentist said i had perfect teeth]
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.[sometimes]
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 7

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.[malay cause i'm part peranakan]
[x] You have a screen name.[SniperXpert or Roo Boy]
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have many enemies.
[x] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 9

GRAND TOTAL : 41

Now count up the number and multiply by 2.According to this test, my life is..... 82% perfect.

hmm..didnt know my life was that perfect..sigh..exams now..tommrrow is maths and english...
literature was a killer...the teacher setted the question and the passage for the unseen poem so hard..sigh...

computer modding

2006-05-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

whee my dad and i spent $350 at sim lim square to modify my computer..but the catch was i had to put it together myself... its was kinda like a father,son thing...

This is before modifying it..

the first day after modyfiying it with a Thermaltake Bigwater 735 liquid cooling...
ref:http://www.thermaltake.com/product/Liguid/DIY/cl-w0075/cl-w0075.asp

Day 2: after modifying it with an extra vga cooler
Thermaltake Aquarius VGA waterblock

Ref:http://www.thermaltake.com/product/Liguid/Upgrade/cl-w0038/cl-w0038.asp
+
CoolerMaster CM Blue Ice Northbridge chipset cooler...
+
Neeeon Lights

Total Stuff used

i really love my com now..whee!its co cool!

all pictures were taken with a Nokia N90..click on the thumbnails to get a bigger pic..

quizilla

2006-05-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

my friend bugged me to take this quiz so i decided to poast the results here..got nth to do..keep on studying for exams now..shall blog lesser and lesser...any way i love the picture for the result..

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2006-04-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

my file,Azone scream city lecture pad and zildjian 5A dip drumsticks...ahh...perfect combo...got not much to post....this is gonna be a dead blog soon

2006-04-07T17:14:00.000+08:00

whee Kevin Kern's imagination's light concert..whee i'm going....click on the picture for a bigger one...the pic was shot by my N90 :)..the ticket so ex la..$82...thank god i manage to pursuade my mom to pay for it :)

I Never Thought

2006-04-03T20:26:00.000+08:00
nice poem u wrote...I Never Thought..i wish i could write poems half as good as you...sigh..i just read though ur blog..i really never though we will be such a good friends..sigh..what happened between us?

i just wanted you to know that i still really care about you i even bough u a christmas present but am to shy to pass it to you since last yr..sigh..i wish we could start all over again....

results post

2006-03-24T21:54:00.000+08:00
results post....

English:64.3
Chinese:52.8[sigh could have done way beter..was aming for a 71]
Literature:65[sigh 5 marks below my expectations...]
History:53[what do u expect me to score an A1? i hate history especially with Raj teaching it]
Maths:49[didnt get the quadratic equasions quite right]
Science:83[Thanks Ms. Ismail! {Bio Teacher} u rawked 2A ]
Design & Technology:84[Thanks Mr Chan i dont really think i deserve an 84 i think i should have gotten a 78 but thanks anyway! :) ]

sucide

2006-03-24T21:35:00.000+08:00
sigh..i feel so depressed suddenly...i just broke a lightstick and started wving around in my room with the lights off...the green glow from the light stick was really mesmerising..i stared at the light stick for quite long time...listening to Simple Plan -Perfect...thats all i gotta say...i really feel so depressed all of a sudden..those who view this please drop me an sms okay?

dont cry

2006-03-20T22:08:00.000+08:00
hey...all i gotta say is that i am really sorry and all i feel something tugging my heart string and all..i dunno why but my heart feels really heavy...i really enjoyed the times we had together and the fun we shared...saw ur wish list today and i think i might get u something from it for ur b day so update it regularly so i dont buy something u already have...wanted to get u a N90 but its kinda impossible unless i give you mine cause it costs 1.1k..i think i shall get u a cd or a island creamery voucher... :)

sigh shall post some lyrics to really show how i feel...

Avril Lavigne-Things I'll Never Say

[vocal acoustics... how could i]

I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
[I'm staring at my feet]
My cheeks are turning red
[I'm searching for the words inside my head]

[Pre-Chorus]
[(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah]

[Chorus]
[If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight]
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
[Guess, I' m wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say]

[It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care]

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

[What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say]

[Pre-Chorus]

Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what
I want to see I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
[Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say]

sigh eveytime i see you i really feel like coming up to you and apologising but i really dont have the courage to do so..sigh..i wish i really could..maybe someday..somehow...wish we could really be friends again..thoes text that are bracketed are really what i feel...sigh..

signing off,
./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____So why can't i just tell you that i care...][

FF8

2006-03-19T22:19:00.000+08:00
IGNYTE Games Day..it so rawked...everything was nice and sweet but except for one game..in that game we had to eat onions and lemons..the would first give us the onion to finish it raw.and then they would give us lemons to eat..our group had only 7 out of the supposed 10 ppl so we were at a disadvantage....but put aside all that i peel thew onion and distributed it to the group..the members tried to eat it but it was too spicy and almost threw up..so in the end i ended up finishing half an onion and got very bad onion breath..so bad that even 2 clorets couldent take it away...but the lemons on the other hand were quite refershing..whee!

back to more serious matters..i read someone's blog today and was really heart broken at the things she said..come on girl ur not usless do u know how many lives have u impacted because of ur zess and ur zeal...i can be one example so never give up...it doesnt hurt to try again... :) and what rumors started i dont even know of it..sigh...it wasnt all because of ur ego, girl..it was still partly my fault... anyway ur b day is coming is 1 more month time right?...be prepared for a suprise... and already in my heart i never forgotten our friendship..the times shared..nice times wernt it?...should we be friends again? maybe yes.. maybe no...

shall end off with this...bye...

Final Fantasy VIII: Eyes on Me
Theme Song

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will knowthat you are no dreamer

listening to this song really pulls my heart strings....i'm sorry..for all of the things i've done...

Signing off,
./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____Darling, so share with me,Your love if you have enough... Your tears if you're holding back...][

/sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____Girl you mean to much to me,i wish that we could start it over...][

really listen to the song and reflect on the lyrics...it means alot to me...

sentosa

2006-03-17T21:25:00.000+08:00
we went to sentosa yesterday for cell outing and played captians ball..then we waded and swam in the sea till 5 plus brother zhi hao had to beg us to get out of the sea so that we could go to plaza sing for dinner....the boys including me were quite evil..we were bombarding the girls with sand and all...Bro. Zhichao also rubbed sand into some of the gurls heads..and Justin Yeo threw some sand at Joanna ng which made her really pissed..after we got out of the sea the gurls took really long to bathe and change...while the other boys and i after bathing were talking and when thought that the gurls by now should be out we went out and didnt even see them there...

A can of coke at sentosa is really ex man..$1.50 hmm..daylight robery....

got sunburned now my nose is super red like rudolf the red nose reindeer...my nose hurts man..tommrrow got games day my nose sure to get worst...sigh...i did a 10 km run today at east coast and now my legs hurt shall sleep early today..nightZ

music theory

2006-03-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

went for my grade 4 ABRSM music theory this sat...the theory paper was very tricky...like the first question they ask you for the key of the piece and the piece had 3 sharps so it was either A major or F# minor i wanted to write A Maj but suddenly realised that there was a raised 7th in the piece meaning Raised 7th degree=harmonic key=harmonic minor so in the end wrote F# minor...whee..lucky i spotted the raised 7th. exam held at furama city center hotel grand ballroom level 5.

waiting for entrance into the ballroom in the holding area..total candidates taking ABRSM theory exam grade 1-5 is 180.

the view from my desk...lol..i really hope i get a distinction for my paper...well thats all i'm gonna post for my latest update..and also Sean was taking grade 5 on the same day as me but different place...aww..for all who dunno Sean is he is my childhood friend knew him since nursery and we both took SP class on the same day!...well thats all i have ...
oh ya..and for those who missed church yesterday u missed out on the most touching and funny sermon of my life...precher is Rev Dr David Grant..once his brother told him that if things dont get baptised they dont go to heaven .and the father had a big chicken farm at the back but no big tube of water but they had a big tub of petrol so the guy took the chickens and said i batised you in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit and dipped all the chickens the in tub of petrol..when the father came back and found all the chickens dead he said:Dad after i baptised them God took them away to be with him...LMAO!!!!
signing off...
./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____Girl you mean so much to me...][

air rifle

2006-03-03T18:59:00.000+08:00
About my CCA-Air Rifle

decided to do a report on my cca since not many people know about in cause its done behind closed doors.

the first pic we can see the first 5 lanes of the range the standard range has 10 lanes.u can see there are for rifles on the table..their junior rifles and we use them till sec 2 and then we change to senior rifles at sec 3. the rifles are kinda ex cost 4k a gun and u need a permit to import them.we have 12 rifles in my school armory.(6 junior,6 senior)

next we have a full pic of the range side view the target card are 10M from where we are shooting. i love this pic ^^

here we have the metal cabinet which stores our gun pellets target cards and gloves.
in the first shelf right at the very top of the pic u can see the gloves.
the next shelf u have the pellets their in the tall white boxes or u can see the round box right on the right hand side . on the shelf below it u can see the target cards..boy do we have alot of cards..lolz

here this is what a target card look likes u have to shoot this at 10M away and each shot is worth 10 points the 38 i got for this card is upon 50.u can see the 5 distinct shots i made the last one being right at the top of the target in the 4 point circle.the pellets are right at the side their .177 calibre pellets the bottom 1 is the front view and top on side view...their made somewhat of lead so dont eat it!

well thats all i gotta say about my CCA .bye!

lets flame peng hock

2006-03-02T22:43:00.000+08:00
hey guys took alot of photos with N90 in class today shall post them here

first up we have Mr Melky.hes the teacher replacing Mdm. Tay the whole class loves him and i think he rawks too..the way he teachers maths is super nice he well liked by the sec 2 and we all love him but he has to leave as mdm tay is back from her pregnancy leave..*sob* i want Melky back!!!!!

up next we have the irritant of 2A and the most hated person in sec 2 ....Heng Peng Hock or aka Heng Peng Dog or Korean Kuniang [KK]first we have a pic of him making his grand entrance..my desk is beside where he is standing the one with the file,foolscap pad and book on top...

next we have peng hocks table right in the left hand corner of the class the pe uniform under his table (yellow and black clump at the bottom of table)was worn on the last pe lesson the week b4..talk about poor personal hygene..cant believe he can sit in his desk everyday!

in here we have him giving his i'm dumb and i dont know anything look to the camera..boy he looks spastic and he scores really bad in class tests trying to give all the big technical words and stuff and sucking up to the teachers..in the end he just FAILS...his problem he just plain pround and doesnt ask any help from anyone.

well thats all i gotta say about him..and peng hock if ur reading this go clean up ur attitude of yours and stop bothering the class...before i tell the whole class what u did at the bus stop on v day..in other words i'll tell the class u bloody hold my wrist on v day u freaking gay! stop holding my hand or touching me i dont like it..come one do u think i'm gay?no dumb a*s..

well shall end off here and thanks for the locket Xinyu..i love it!

happy b day to me!

2006-02-28T23:51:00.000+08:00
whee! bday! bday! whee finally forteen have to finish this 12 or it doesnt count lolz...nothing much happened in class today except a few people wished me happy b day...and well i was wrong PDa remebered my b day! so did alot of people who sent me smses..thanks guys!

i love my new phone!to those who dunno what happened i bought a new handphone for my b day!...come on guess the model?

think......

think harder......

i think you got it..its the nokia N90!!!!*whee* *jumps high high up in the air*

i really love the phone..all the features and stuff especially the 2 megapixel carl zeiss optics camera...i really apprieciate my parents for buying it for me..whee..on cloud 9 now..shall stop here

sick

2006-02-23T21:20:00.000+08:00
hey guys am sick today i think i caught it from steven..i can't believe he even came to school when he was sick..really admire his attitude to learn...sigh really sick now have a fever ,soar throat and muscle aches...went to see the doc near my place,he gave me an mc for tommrrow to go to school or not...hard choices... shall see whether i am still sick tommrrow...coughing hard now..talking to Bro.Zhicao as i'm blogging now...shall post lyrics now i really love this song!

Daniel Bedingfield-Never gonna leave your side

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

red bull gives you wings

2006-02-20T21:22:00.000+08:00
hey guys only had 4 hrs of sleep last night cause was desprately trying to finish up work for my piano..sigh..went to school and drank a can of red bull for break fast as well as lunch..as far i can see read bull really works..it really makes u feel not so tired although its kinda sweet though...i love red bull!

sigh feeling tired now..shall stop here i think gonna go back to maths hw..

reply

2006-02-19T14:56:00.000+08:00
hey am sorry if i broke your trust or anything....but if you really wanna serve God..u shouldent let me stop you right? and i kinda miss you a little bit...should we start all over again?...i really dunno...anyway if u really wanna be an SP get urself water baptised..wasnt comissioned because of that..their reviewing my case...sigh..and another pre req is 90% service plus FUEL track attendance..if u really cant go speak to my uncle or u can ask me to speak to him...another thing is that i can really the fire of God and passion burn in you,if u really wanna serve God..join worship min or something...u shouldent let anything stop you from serving him.so yeah..thats all i gotta say...

./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____trying to be perfect cause i know your worth it....][

blogging

2006-02-13T22:38:00.000+08:00
hey guy blogging while doing my chinese homework..sigh...feel depressed....

Songs i'm listening to: Avril Lavigne - Things I'll never say
-My Happy Ending
-My World
Simple Plan - Perfect World

i dunno why am i so depressed suddenly...sigh...there was the I DO production on sunday at church at 230..i liked the turn out so many ppl commited their life to God...but al the alters wearing the Spritual Parents tag...i saw her...i'm kinda happy that she redicated her life back to God and realised how far she strayed away...while typing this realised that i always wanted to go up to her telling her sorry and stuff but didnt have the courage to do so...if ur reading this i'm sorry... well after church there was the chocolate fondue..wow thats was nice..the chocolate fountain... after that went to serene with kevin we talked about some guy stuff i can believe kinnon is such a backstabber..told him not to tell who i liked and there he goes blabbing his mouth of...summore insult her say that she had a plastic face...wah lou..she doesnt have a plastic face lar..i find her a nice, God-fearing person..so if u wanna insult her do it infront of her face then!

unrelated to the previos paragraph...y is my heart feeling so heavy?..am i guilty of something?...sigh...

shall post lyrics...

Avril Lavigne-Things I’ll never say

[Verbal Acoustics]
I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth this--yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It won't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it yeah

If I could say what I wanna to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I wanna to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like
I've got nothing to say

Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth itYou're worth it--yeah

[Verbal Acoustics]

I guess i'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

These things I'll never say

sigh..i really like that song....i think think this the longest post so far..wow..i took 3o mins..lolz...

my 2 msn nicks for today:

/sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____Guess I'm wishing my life away,with these things I'll never say...][

./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____trying to be perfect cause i know your worth it....][

PE yesterday

2006-02-11T11:34:00.000+08:00
well..for science we just started sexual reproduction in human beings...it was supposed to be the most interesting topic in sec 2 science but when Ms. Ismail walked in my jaw dropped...shes was my sec 1 bio teacher who speaks in a monotone.....she teacher bio till its so boring that the class falls asleep within 5 mins of her lesson!well as usual we caught a nice morning nap and next was PE..yeah!...didnt bring my pe shirt but elton was kind enough to lend me..lucky we're both the same size...lolz....during pe Mr. Amir [pe teach] didnt get sad cause we were not putting enought effort in the lesson...he got SADISTIC...after making us play football in the wet field..he made us run 5 rounds around it..after that doing 100 push ups 100 sit ups and dorsal streches in the field!..boy was everyone muddy and soar...most of us took a bathe and washed our shoes so we went bare footed for the remaining 4 period of lit and history...so nice walking bare footed around cold concerte floor..ahh...but then during history Mrs.raj came in and asked us too put on our wet soggy shoes..ugh...so uncomfortable...after school went katong mall to order flowers for v day..lolz..thats all i can post..!

birthday demands...lolz

2006-02-06T22:37:00.000+08:00
hey guy..u what i just realise? looking at high end computer stuff gets me high!...brwosing throught AMD's and MSI's site is soo fun..but then the relisastion sinks and ..the realisation that the stuff is too ex for ur parents to agree to buy it for ur b day.... total cost for the motherboard i want plus the AMD athleonx2 4400 chipset is 1.1k yup u head it right..1.1k! without the RAM without the graphics card...i think AMD and MSi is working together to rip people off..lolz..

Heres the mother board i want*hint*:
http://www.msicomputer.com/product/p_spec.asp?model=K8N_Diamond_Plus&class=mb

and the graphics card i wanted is the new Nvidia GeForce 7800 GTX 512mb onboard RAM..
estimated cost price 498..ahhh.....y so expensive...shall provide the link here:http://www.msicomputer.com/product/p_spec.asp?model=NX7800GTX-VT2D512E&class=vga

y are comstuff soo expensive..well at least the specs are better than if u ask dell to fix one up for you at 2.7k...i could make a better 1 with that amout of cash...!

mousey pad and mouse

2006-02-05T14:32:00.000+08:00

hey guys bought new computer stuff with my cny money shall upload pics of them...
up there is my mousey pad...a BARRACUDA frosted edge mouse pad bout at gurilla games[i think thats how u spell it] @ serene center for $45

next up is my mousey..whats a good mouse pad without a mouse!

Razor Diamondback! Plasma Limited Edition

whee..i love my new mousey!!!!!!and plus its a limited edition!!!bought it also at gurilla games at serene center..its 99 dollars...ouch my poor wallet..but the mouse really rawks...

coloured hair

2006-01-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

hey guys took time to colour my hair doing the cny period...the pic about is my hair on the first day[28/01/2006]...wasnt really blue..so re coloured it ...

this is day 2 when i recoloured it...it looks like electrified blue..lolz

2006-01-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

hey guys got nothing to post shall post these 2 pics.. click on them to get a better view..which 1 is better... the first or second..reply on my tag board...i personally like the second...

I ProMiSe

update

2006-01-25T20:00:00.000+08:00
hey guys not much has changed during school time...except Mr Ee changed his way of greating us...but the lets wish each other has stayed the same...sigh i cant help it but this song keeps looping round my head..sigh..whenever i listen to the song my heart melts..i love the melody..reminds me of some one who i wanted to forgive but didnt dare...i really think i should talk to her and make things up...well gonna post the lyrics again...not gonna change the blog midi this time...feel my heart is heavy when i listen to the song..why did i let such i good friend go without saying sorry...so if ur reading this i'm sorry kay?

Faye Wong: Eyes On Me (N/A)
featured in FINAL FANTASY VIII

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will knowthat you are no dreamer

y our class laughs

2006-01-20T20:33:00.000+08:00
hey guys....our is clas is really funny today after recess,when every teacher comes in we would applause and make the teacher happy...lolz..so funny the teachers reactions...u know y our class keeps laughing after the we greet the english teachers? because our teacher Mr Ee Poh Lam,he would always say class stand stright hands by youre side lets wish each other 1,2,3..he always says that before every english lesson...

update

2006-01-15T23:23:00.000+08:00
yeah i know my blog is stagnant..got nothing to post school has been very busy these days...bought a new key board for $27..Microsoft comfort curve 2000..nice keyboard..very silent typing plus its water proof...

Here's a Pic

well school has been tiring these days..been catching up on lost sleep in the afternoon...ben praying for strength to survive the school day...pray for me kay?

korea pics

2006-01-04T16:04:00.000+08:00

here are the pics!

1.At the airport
2.Beside the engine
3.nice scenery
4.Snow angel!
5.me!

back

2006-01-02T22:23:00.000+08:00
hey guys bback from my holidays..shall upload the pics some other time my cd drive is spoilt...gonna get a new 1...well...i cant believe that school is starting so fast..!!!!i want more holidays...well its the schooling that makes us look forward to the holidays..so i got nothing to say...

last post

2005-12-22T16:23:00.000+08:00
hey guys this is the last post before i leave for korea i have to be in airport at 2030 and my flight is at 2230..i am soo gonna miss you guys very much...cant wait to get back...love you all...

Don and Drew-Super Happy Fun Time Christmas

2005-12-14T21:59:00.000+08:00
whee super happy fun time christmas... listen to this song kay? link:http://www.mediacorpradio.sg/podcasting/987fm/dondrew/audio/extra/SuperHappyXmas.mp3

Don and Drew-Super Happy Fun Time Christmas

When old folks at Christmas start their story telling
My ears start to bleed and my brain starts swelling
I want to grab a pitchfork and stick it in their head
I cannot wait till next year when they'll probably be dead

Dead...

Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have some super happy fun
Steal their dentures, cut their gums
Have a super happy fun time Christmas

I wish those crappy gifts will jolly well just stop
No more recycled hand towels and crap from body shop
You don't even know me and I sure as hell don't care
It's stuff you got from last year but beware...
Guess what you're getting this year? (Ooh yeah, ooh yeah)

Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have some super happy fun
Stick a finger in your bum
Have a super happy fun time Christmas

Crappy songs in supermarkets
Got a car, but just can't park it
Kids that scream and whine and cry
How I wish they would just die
Why oh why, why oh why oh why?

(Various raspberry noises)

So burn the Christmas turkey, torch your neighbour's house
Run around Sembawang in your mother's blouse
Police will try and catch you, but you just laugh and run
Cause you know when you're caught you're having
SUPER HAPPY FUN!

Have a super happy fun time
ChristmasHave a super happy fun time
ChristmasHave some super happy fun
Kill those children with a gun (bang bang!)

Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have a super happy fun time Christmas
Have some super happy fun
Stick two fingers in your bum
Have a super happy fun time a super happy fun time Christmas

sp class

2005-12-13T22:40:00.000+08:00
hey guys just came back from SP class..now gotta read 1 thessalonians for Time Alone With God....i cant believe they finished half the book on the first day when there are 4 courses....well..going salting on friday at orchard....

settings

2005-12-12T18:01:00.000+08:00
well just changed the setting now anyone can post comments...

cleared post

2005-12-12T17:56:00.000+08:00
hey guys just cleared some of the older post so my blog can update faster....

shall post this touching story...

Julia is a 13 year old girl who had heart problem. She had difficulties having a bf because she wasn’t pretty enough and moreover, she is sick. She was the only child that her parents have... She started moving from yishun to punggol then to tampines...as she move house, she changed school too. Moved to this strange school name one tree high. she was scared as people over there might make fun of her but she was use to it so she just have to bear with it. The next day arrive and she went to school she was late and so she was rushing. Then she bump to this guy...*BUMP* her books and his books fell and they started apologizing to each other, he insists to saying sorry to her...he was a popular guy in school, the most handsome and talented soccer player, his name was mike went to class coincidently...they both were in the same class, so they chatted along the way to class, they both were scolded as they were very late. After everything was settled. The teacher introduced the new student... "Class, this is Julia our new classmate...let's give her the warmest welcome!"......every1 started to whisper to each other as she was some1 with heart problems...but mike didn’t...

------------------------------- AFTER 2 MONTHS------------------------
Mike n Julia become closer… eventually, they became bf/gf...den everyonestarted making fun of mike, especially his team mates at football and even his best friends...asking him why did he become Julia’s bf,as Julia is sick and said that it was really stupid of him...but mike just said, "I just love her. She means alot to me...when feelings come, nothing else matters..."Julia meanwhile was looking from far, she look sad. Mike then saw Julia running out from the main gate, he started chasing after her. After a few min of chasing. He caught up with her... She was crying and so he asked why. She said that she did not want to become a burden to him and don’t want to spoil his reputation and being made fun of by his peeps. Before she could finish her sentence. he stop her and kiss her cheek saying I love u and HE MEANT IT.. Eventually, she stopped crying. And mike said” we will never be separated...nothing can come between us!"

------------------- 5 months time-------------------------
Julia found that she was feeling terrible by her heart problem. mike sent her for check up often, so that she can get well ASAP and they can get on their date smoothly, but never will he know that her illness is getting more and more serious as days went on...one day, mike received a call from Julia’s mother............. "Julia is in a bad condition now, it may be fatal, come here quickly..." so mike took a cab and went to the hospital...the doctor told mike that Julia had only a 30% chance of surviving...he was devastated. He den ask the doctor if he could do anything to help her. And so de doctor replied to him..........and they went on having an operation...

----------------- 6 hours later--------
"Julia, Julia. Are u feeling ok?" said her mom... Julia started opening her eyes... "Yeah I’m alright, feeling much better already...mom, where’s mike? is he here in the hospital? I miss him so much!" "U must be prepared to hear this.........he donated his heart to u just to save u, and it caused his life...he had passed away..." Julia was shocked. she cried non-stop, feeling bad and guilty every day... mike truly loved her, and jus wanted to save her, but it had cause him to leave the world so soon... Now and forever... his heart will be hers and they can never be separate...

unfinished poem...

2005-12-10T21:25:00.000+08:00
hey just thought of this few prases...can anyone finish it for me?...tag at my board or comments page...
Thanks

I can’t smile
I’m so hurt inside…
Something’s missing…
You…

youth camp!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-09T22:15:00.000+08:00
whee!!!!just Got Back from youth camp...i feel INFUSED..can i hear an amen?

Group: Zealous (30)
Room number:456..(nice right)
Room Mates:Brandon,Joshua
Now i shall Post the Sermon titles to show what u have missed...whee!!!!!

Day 1
Day:Infused
Night:God's Chosen Leader

Day 2
Day:Be A Person Of Distinction
Night:no service...replaced with night games!!!!

Day 3
Day:Infused For Impossibilites
Night:Infused With God Mantle

Day 4
Day:Made For A Mission
Night Balik Kampong (go home)

final post

2005-12-05T20:41:00.000+08:00
hey guys this is the fianl post b4 the youth camp...now just started packing my bags....i know i am a last minute person.....so thats all i can blog today..tata....

changed MIDI

2005-12-05T01:45:00.000+08:00
hey guys changed the MIDI ...here are the lyrics...they kinda remind me of someone so i shall leave it as the midi for the time being...enjoy the MIDI i think its quite well done and sing along if u want.... well thats all nightZ... :) anyone got any comments can drop it at my tagboard...any MIDI suggestion?.....and btw i hate annoymous post...so leave ur name... well thats really all bye! *waves* :) :) :)

Final Fantasy 8-Theme Song

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then I will know
that you are no dreamer....

bored...

2005-12-03T23:55:00.000+08:00
doing this cause i am bored....

1.) When showering, do you start the water andthen get in or get in and start the water?
start then get in.

2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle?
nope..i care about the smell...

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people onthe herbal escense commercial?
no..

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of theopposite sex?
no.

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
nope.

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
no.

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
no.

8.) How old do you look?
13

9.) How old do you act?
12

10.) What's the last song you sang?:
Brian Littrell - In Christ Alone

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
nope...

12.) What are your plans for the weekend?:
church.Air rifle...Drum prac

13.) Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed?:
Closed..but never kissed b4....

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?:
nope

15.) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?:
nope

16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, whatwould you most likey be?:
I wanna be the guy with the Hook for a hand.

17.) Have you ever called anyone a sl-ut?:
sadly yes....
18) How many times have you been in arelationship with someone from the opposite sex?:
2 if i remember correctly...

19). Have you ever smuggled something intoAmerica?
no

20). Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive?
nope. prefer others playing the piano. soooothing.or maybe classical guitar...i also like serronading..whee!!!!

21). Do you live in a city with a good sports team?:
dunno?

22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
nope....

23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
1 person...Her :)

24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
dunno yet....maybe that girl who is such a poser.....

25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?:
friends.

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?:
Yes...tried 2 but failed...

27.) Can you fix your own car?:
no

28.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?:
yes....

29.) Are you smarter than your friends?:
no.

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
no.

31.) Have you ever been to jail?
no.

32.) Should you have?:maybe? :)

32.) Do you like the taste of beer?:no.

33.) When you see a car accident, do you slowdown and try to see?:
nope..cause i will probably be the guy who will see him at the ER

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in adream?:
yes that bloody *****

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
sure.

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?:
no.
37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?:
yes...very depressed till i cut myself at times..if u got time take a look at my left arm...

38.) Do you live with your parents?
yup..free rent....and food...

39.) Do you have plans for your future?
yes...CSI....i love that job...

found this at my frens blog..

2005-11-29T20:17:00.000+08:00
hey guys found this post at my frns blog.... enjoy

why CHOCOLATE is BETTER than SEX!!!!!

1.You can GET chocolate.
2."If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 4.Chocolate satisfies even when it's gone soft.
5.You can safely have chocolate when you're driving.
6.You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to.
7.You can have chocolate even in front of your mother.
8.If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind.
9.Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names.
10.The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate.
11.You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your workmates.
12."If you really love me, you'd swallow" has real meaning with chocolate.
13.You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.
14.You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate.
15.With chocolate there's no need to fake it.
16.Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant.
17.You can have chocolate at any time of the month.
18.Good chocolate is easy to find.
19.You can have chocolate all weekend and still walk on Monday. 20.One bar doesn't get angry/jealous when you have another.
21.You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle.
22.You are never too young or too old for chocolate.
23.When you have chocolate it doesn't keep your neighbours awake. 24.With chocolate size doesn't matter.......it's always good.

midis

2005-11-29T07:36:00.000+08:00
hey guys added a new MIDI to the blog....will be going for youth camp from 3-6 december at JB....now doing full day fast till 30th..praying for the camp and IGNYTE Ministry....Whee!!!!come one lets swing to the midi....

All American Rejects-Swing Swing

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus]
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus]

Bury me(You thought your problems were gone)
Carry me(Away, away, away)

[Chorus]

problem with blogger...

2005-11-16T18:30:00.000+08:00
well i cant post the camp pics so view my frenster profile kay?
the link is under my link list...

more details

2005-11-13T12:23:00.000+08:00
well heres more details..the night se turned in at 2 30 pm..but didnt sleep till like4...slept till 630..sad right?then in the morning have to belay summore..so tired..after that we had a cell outing with all the p6s at 130..so fun but the weather at the botanic gardens was very hot ..got a bit of sunburn on my face...*ouch*...well almost fell asleep during pastor Garys sermon..was really tired only got like 2h 30mins of sleep in the night..now at home slacking..lo...dunno if i should stay up late or not....

BB camp

2005-11-13T12:16:00.000+08:00
welll the 41st coy had a BB camp on 10 nov 7pm...came there at3 ,so i went to help..went back to my prischool..saw a couple of familar techers..was the first to be there and sadly the only 1...well,first we had to move the gift hampers into the truck with was bound for the Marine Parade Family center...after that me and ms ong the Teacher in charge went shopping at parkway..she so nice treat me to starbucks..we bought 2 big tins of milo and 7 cans of condensed milk..lolz..well so came back in time and went to have dinner...well the attraction of the night was the rawk wall in the canteen i had to belay together with the teacher..lolz...now my hand got rope burn...Since i was the CLT i slept in the music room with aircon while the others slept in classrooms and tents..lolz,so fun..the next day which was today....belayed the rest of the boys about 20 and a couple of officers for the rawk wall..now my hand are really sore....can hardly type now....well shall upload pics of the rawk wal..tata for now...

cant post pics..

2005-11-10T13:13:00.000+08:00
well since blogger keeps on giving me the page not found whenever i try post the pics...so i shant post em..if u want just ask me when i am online...kay?...well the holidays are great and sometimes boring..oh who am i kidding its mostly boring..lolzso what r u all doing for the holidays....i am going to have a camp overnight at my pri school..i am the camp instuctor for the Boys Brigade camp this year end its on this friday starting 7 but i have to be there at 3 to help set up stuff and ending on sat at 11am..wonder how am i going to chruch my folks will be at the airport for some reason..*ponder*....well,thats all for now..