15 October 2006
once bitten thrice shy izzit?....thanks listening tonight okay? i know you always were always listening and thanks for caring for me..i really woulden't have made it this far without you....you know that week was rough for me thanks for understanding me..i'm really sorry i really didnt do the same for you...i know that even my week was still like that i shouldent still have vented out on you make you feel that way...i'm sorry...
that point i was selfish all i cared was myself okay?...i should gave you time to explain youself but i didnt and continued venting on....I;m sorry....you know yourself that without you i can't carry on without you..but i know youre afraid to patch up because of getting hurt again...i'm telling you take another chance and believe me again...you know what i said i really didnt mean it right? it was just in the spur of the moment...sorry for making you feel worst and all when i should have made you feel better...
i guess like you said its all too late...i know its hard but i'm asking you to take a chance and believe me in me like last time...i know its hard but yeah..just believe in me once this more...cause no one ever believed in me and saw the potential in me the wy you did...you really picked me up and made me a better person..i'm sorry i'm not understanding enough for you but you were always there for me even in the wierd hours of the night..thanks..i appreciate it always...just gimme this chance to prove myself one again...i know you still care,love for me thanks for never giving up...
hope_'
10/15/2006 07:49:00 AM