17 October 2006
i cant denay i haven't gotten over you yet..i still love you the same as before...every night before i sleep i always hoped that you would call and take me out from my misery and make me feel better...unlike you i dont have such caring friends and seniors...would always wait till 2 plus for you to call cause i know you still care and can make me feel better...but everynight the phone did not ring so i cry myself to sleep with all the troubles...day in day out i did that from when we since stopped talking...i'm not eating anymore no appitite...i really hope we can chat again but you said it was impossible..so every night i waited for the impossible..will tonight be different or will it be the same....sigh...gonna go for my piano class now...looking at my piano always reminds me of you..cause you always inspired me to carrying on like when you said the examiner did not know how to appreciate my music when i failed my exam...still waiting on you..still waiting for the impossible no matter what..i still love you and you know that..trust me once again..i know its hard but yeah...loves always...
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10/17/2006 02:23:00 PM
