20 March 2006
hey...all i gotta say is that i am really sorry and all i feel something tugging my heart string and all..i dunno why but my heart feels really heavy...i really enjoyed the times we had together and the fun we shared...saw ur wish list today and i think i might get u something from it for ur b day so update it regularly so i dont buy something u already have...wanted to get u a N90 but its kinda impossible unless i give you mine cause it costs 1.1k..i think i shall get u a cd or a island creamery voucher... :)
sigh shall post some lyrics to really show how i feel...
Avril Lavigne-Things I'll Never Say
[vocal acoustics... how could i]
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
[I'm staring at my feet]
My cheeks are turning red
[I'm searching for the words inside my head]
[Pre-Chorus]
[(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah]
[Chorus]
[If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight]
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
[Guess, I' m wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say]
[It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care]
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
[What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say]
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what
I want to see I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
[Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say]
sigh eveytime i see you i really feel like coming up to you and apologising but i really dont have the courage to do so..sigh..i wish i really could..maybe someday..somehow...wish we could really be friends again..thoes text that are bracketed are really what i feel...sigh..
signing off,
./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____So why can't i just tell you that i care...][
hope_'
3/20/2006 10:08:00 PM
