13 February 2006
hey guy blogging while doing my chinese homework..sigh...feel depressed....
Songs i'm listening to: Avril Lavigne - Things I'll never say
-My Happy Ending
-My World
Simple Plan - Perfect World
i dunno why am i so depressed suddenly...sigh...there was the I DO production on sunday at church at 230..i liked the turn out so many ppl commited their life to God...but al the alters wearing the Spritual Parents tag...i saw her...i'm kinda happy that she redicated her life back to God and realised how far she strayed away...while typing this realised that i always wanted to go up to her telling her sorry and stuff but didnt have the courage to do so...if ur reading this i'm sorry... well after church there was the chocolate fondue..wow thats was nice..the chocolate fountain... after that went to serene with kevin we talked about some guy stuff i can believe kinnon is such a backstabber..told him not to tell who i liked and there he goes blabbing his mouth of...summore insult her say that she had a plastic face...wah lou..she doesnt have a plastic face lar..i find her a nice, God-fearing person..so if u wanna insult her do it infront of her face then!
unrelated to the previos paragraph...y is my heart feeling so heavy?..am i guilty of something?...sigh...
shall post lyrics...
Avril Lavigne-Things I’ll never say
[Verbal Acoustics]
I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth this--yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It won't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If it ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it yeah
If I could say what I wanna to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I wanna to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like
I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth itYou're worth it--yeah
[Verbal Acoustics]
I guess i'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
sigh..i really like that song....i think think this the longest post so far..wow..i took 3o mins..lolz...
my 2 msn nicks for today:
/sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____Guess I'm wishing my life away,with these things I'll never say...][
./sNiPeR-xPeRt-Gs][Roo Boy][____trying to be perfect cause i know your worth it....][
hope_'
2/13/2006 10:38:00 PM
