09 February 2008
Lifehouse-Good Enough
It seems the more we talk
The less I have to say
Let's put our differences aside
I wanted to make you proud
But I just got In your way
I found a place that I can hide
Now everything Is changing
But I still feel the same
Are we running out of time
What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be
I tried to find myself
Looking Inside your eyes
You were all that I wanted to be
There must be something else
Behind all the lies
That you wanted me to believe
Now everyone Is saying
That I should find a way
To leave It all behind
What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be
What do I have to do
To try and make you see
Trying to be like you
Isn't good enough for me
And I won't let you go
And I won't let you down
I won't give you up
Don't you give up on me now
What do I have to do
To try and make you see
That this Is who I am
And It's all that I can be
What do I have to do
To try and make you see
Trying to be like you
Isn't good enough for me
sometimes trying to live up to people's expectations of you is really hard...expecially if its really high...sighs...What do I have to do To try and make you see That this Is who I am And It's all that I can be
hope_'
2/09/2008 09:41:00 PM
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15 January 2008
Chris is going on a dating hiatus till after O's
all the besat luck with ur crush after O's
hope_'
1/15/2008 07:49:00 PM
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06 January 2008
Reflection
As i started the new year..it hasn't dawned on me yet i mean rather it hasnt sunk it yet that i'm sec 4 and that my O's are in 10 monthsa time..sighs...something that reminded me that i was sec 4 was during yestd air rifle trining at HometeamNS at bukit batok...when i met the juniors for breifing and they called me senior and when the instructor asked who was incharged i put up my hand cause chairman wasn't there and i was the vice chair..sigh..i wish i was still sec 3...life would still be so blissful...but today at fuel i'm glad the my new buzz group was a joy to be around with...
During service at alter call..i really knelt down and put all thoese things in 2007 behind and left it at the foot of the cross..but now..i'm thinking of what a joy it is to be attched like last time always having someone around you and someone to have and hold...oh well..but i promissed myself and god that i'm gonna stay single for the rest of this year...sighs...
oh wells...on another note...school has barely started for a week i'm already up to my knees in homework...i wonder how are things gonna be for me in the next 10 months...the big question is
Will i crash or will i soar?
sighs....CCA day is gonna be on this monday to wed from 1430 to 1730...and guess what? yours truely is gonna be incharged cause chairman is busy again...i'm gonna be really busy with all the post i hold in school but i hope God will make time and avail me to serve him and put His kingdom and His people first...yeahhs...
oh wells...i'm just going to end off with a song...
God of Wonders-GlassbyrdLord of all creation Of water, earth and sky
The heavens are Your tabernacle
Glory to the Lord on high
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth
Early in the morning I will celebrate the light
And as I stumble in the darkness
I will call Your name by night
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah!
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah!
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah!
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me
Father, hold me, hold me
Father, hold me, hold me
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
hope_'
1/06/2008 07:36:00 PM
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28 December 2007
Killing me DJ with another sad songKilling me with another sad love songI'm ten feet under nowSinging whoah whoah yeah yeah...
hope_'
12/28/2007 08:46:00 PM
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20 December 2007
Im all out of faith, this is how I feelIm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floorIllusion never changed into something realIm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is tornYoure a little late, Im already torn. torn.
hope_'
12/20/2007 08:43:00 PM
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16 December 2007
You Are -Ron Kenoly
You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean, more than this world to me
I wouldnt trade you for silver or gold
I wouldnt trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything
I wouldnt take one step without you I could never go on.
I couldnt breathe on breath without you.
I dont have the strength
To make it on my own
Until the world stops turning
Until the stars fade, from the sky
Until the sun stops striving
I need you in my life and heres the reason why...
You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean, more than this world to me
I wouldnt trade you for silver or gold
I wouldnt trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything
hope_'
12/16/2007 08:04:00 PM
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I have lost the feeling the flame has long gone
But Lord I know that You'll take me back
Whenever I come running to you
I have lost my First Love Along the rocky road of life
Because of the trials and hardships with it
But Father, I know that You'll always love me no matter what..
Will you take me back oh Lord now that I'm giving myself up to You?
To live a life again that is molded in Your image
For I know You will never let me down
Please dear Lord Take me back into Your loving arms
And let my life shine like Jesus once more
Make me an instrument.. A blessing to those You love and cherish.
and you have won my heart now i can trade these ashes for beauty.
hope_'
12/16/2007 07:37:00 PM
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09 December 2007
i cant believe last night i went crazy and chatted with yh till 3-4 plus....omg...the last time i had a nice chat with someone was like super long ago...probably about last yr...it was super nicee talking to someone who just listened on endlessly....yupp...thanks for listening...you rawk okayys =)
Since someone is complaning i haven't been updating i shall update...amazingly daddy hasn't passed me the photos from the japan trip..sighhs..i took a couple nice shots...i promise i'll upload as soon as i get it...the scenery in kyoto and hokkaido is super nice....
had church today...it was okayy in church yupp...and i realised the camp theme song sounds super nice live...yupp..youth camp is gonna be in 2 days...oh wells... are you ready to x[PL]ode?
well..that's all i gotta say and i shall end off with a song that i stole off a someone's blog...
Janice-Never Let You Go
The rain just never seems to bring
The joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains.
My heart can’t seem to learn to part
The hold you left you mark.
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.
Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.
The way you left me on the train.
I don’t know what to say.
I remember everything of that day
I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset our one last romance
Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now.
But give in.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.
to a certain someone....If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would sing to you and tell you I won’t
Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
And you know I’d never let you go.why can't let go of the past and you?i keep thinking about you every night....sighs....maybe its my fault...i shouldent have gotten so emotionally attched to you...I'm scared...
hope_'
12/09/2007 06:38:00 PM
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